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The Beginning

The beginning. My beginning. The beginning of the end. The beginning of tomorrow. The beginning of me. Recently, I have been struggling. Struggling to find motivation, struggling to deal with failure. Struggling to be grateful, Struggling to make friends, struggling to be alone. Struggling to be strong, struggling to be vulnerable and open up. Struggling with repressing my feelings and difficult situations. Struggling with realizing my feelings - no matter what - are valid and okay to feel and acknowledge.  I have been struggling in many areas of my life, and I'm not quite sure how to effectively overcome these struggles. But, I realize I'm not the only person who is struggling. Everyone is struggling with something. A friend, family member, coworker, stranger. Possibly struggling with something internally and/or externally, too. For a long time, I felt like I didn't deserve to feel bad because "somebody has it worse." And, yeah, maybe they do. Ev